| I am so sporatic with this thing lol...I don't even know. Not much going on here...this semester was a beast and a half and was not good so I have my work cut out for me next semester and following. Working lots this summer...as much as I despise walmart lol who knew they paid so good and had such good working policies lol....other than that not much going on here in ryan's life worth mentioning on this thing or that would interest most people....alright....I'm out lol |
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| So....I am not sure what I am going to do with it all...classes and school are just crazy. Some of the things that go on in that school is just inane. Political protesting every day....socialism in all the papers and more protests. Cynicism for all and anything conservative or logical. Chemistry is just a waste....the professor teaches...but teaches nothing that is on the tests or quizes so everyone fails...yeah moronic I know. It makes me not even want to do Chemistry....I don't know what I want to do now. My mind is disjointed and befuddled. I wonder if I should totally change my view of interest and major or if I should press on through this nonsense that leaves me strangely fatigued and unmotivated in life.
What in society dictates that we need to have a college degree to support a family and make a life. Wouldn't it be more profitable to get hands on experience at whatever you want to do? That is how your mediocre jobs in highschool and even in college are. You get your job at construction or sales and you are trained for your job and you learn what you have to do and what your responsibilities are. Why isn't the rest of your life like that.
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| Hey way past December....kinda the middle of it now but hey I have been busy and its not like anyone reads this anyways...so finals are in full swing. I have 4 and some lucky people have none....sheesh can't ever get lucky. But hey I have 2 today on tuesday and two on thursday and then I go home friday so this year has come to a close real fast for me. Now it is off back home to work my butt off and see if I get into BU or if I am going to Broome...I somehow think that college is going to be easier. Everyone who comes here from secular colleges says that they used to have an A average...like a 3.5 and they come here and they get a 3.0 or so....So who knows...harder or not seems that it is my luck. So it seems like I am going to be getting a couple of C's this semester for like the first time ever...what a bust...but whatever. So yeah Christmas is in a few weeks.....like 2 and I need to get a paycheck from work so I can get presents....what a bust again!!! lol But whatever I guess you gotta take what comes lol...JK In all things be joyful =) Yay...but anyway, uh music is massive and is quite a collection of mine...so are movies....I have 2 drawers full...people got me movies for Christmas here and such...pretty cool....except people borrowing them.....a room a couple doors away had 5 of my movies and they just returned them now before they went home....So I got lucky there...but my name is totally on all of them!!!! But anyway, I am going to lunch....ttyall later |
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